I miss my passss , but i happy for now :)

I really wish that i could go THE BED again :)

because inside there , I feel so enjoy even just drink and dance follow the music :')

i say this not mean that i together with you i unhappy .

而是在那里有在那里的快乐 ， 跟你的世界有它的快乐 :)

i just want every end of a week , i can end it in there and then with my dear have a new day after go there :)

just like before .

but you wont let me go , i know you dislike i go those place because you dont like anyone to touch me . i understand .

but its already so long time i no go there , and many of my friend asked me to go :')

and just for once a week only .

but im happy too because you let me learn how to control myself for dont go those place for a long time .

and im happy that you care me .

but please let me go with my friend again . :X

let me forgot my trouble a while only .

please please please :X

i keep feel i lost many things this year :(

not because of you :(

I dont know what feel is this :(

这女生 ， 是陪我走了十四年进入十五年到半路被一股好大好大的墙拆散了我们 。

我们跌倒了 ， 好难爬起 就放弃了站起来的机会 。

如今 ， 她已走回她的路 。 我也走了自己的路 。

已经几个月没有再联络对方了 。 只是默默得回忆以前的我们 。

每当我有不能说出来的心事时 ， 我第一个想到的是你 但我却不能找你 。

我有好多好多的话 ，好多好多的事情 ， 好多好多的苦藏在心里很久不知道要跟谁分享 。 :'(

我不知道你是否也是这样 。

可是 今天她 找回我了 。 我知道她也是在想念我 :')

她每次在学校问我的朋友我最近过得如何 ， 我心很乱也很软 。

我的朋友也告诉了我 她过得很好 。

所以今天她找我的时候 ， 我不知道要不要回信 ， 因为我不想再把她带回从前的我们。

我想她好好过她现在的每一天 :)

可是既然她找回我了 ， 我还是会把她当成是朋友 ， 就算不是姐妹 ， 朋友也好 。 我满意了。

至少我们都没有对不起对方 :)

我们的友情就是拆不散 :') ♥

一步步走往幸福的路上♥

因为很爱 ， 所以会想通♥

不再坚持己见让彼此难受(=

当感情很稳定了 ， 很浓厚了

退让 ， 也会有种甜蜜的感觉 :)

我好想你 ， 好想以前的你 :)

而不想看到现在的你 ， 那么多事情要处理 。

可是我明白 。

现在如果看到你 ， 我会很开心 。 ♥

感觉上很难见面 ， 一个星期见一次

对我来说 好久 :X

我多么想再看到你的时候紧紧地抱着你 不放 =(

你给的♥ ， 我很快乐 很享受 。

我会每一天写这些话 ， 是因为我在提醒自己永远爱的是你♥

我真的每一天写在书上(=

空闲时 就放上blog :)

我不会放弃 不会放弃你♥

我不会让你痛 ， 因为你给我的是幸福 。

没给过我伤害 ， 没让我通过 :)

彼此的心 ， 已是相爱♥

相爱了 ， 何必分开？ ：)

我相信你给的是真爱 。

你不是溺爱 ， 而是给我我需要的:)♥

你是我最后的相信 ， 我希望我的希望不会让我失望。

我对你的相信 ， 你不当成是游戏 。

我会好好的珍惜你给的 ，

因为你的爱 ， 是无价之宝 (=

我还是要对你说 ， 我爱你我的爱人 (=♥

i Would rather be naive better than mature (=

I know im not mature enough (X

but i more want to be like a kid .

like a kid that don't understand anything .

having free life .

because im feeling so stress .

The more my age increased ， more thing that i have to think )=

my mummy tell me this because my thought is growing to be more mature )=

but i wont )=

sometimes , i want to be a bad student at my school .

but i will think about my future , i want bright future .

then i try my best to be a good good girl (=

not like last year's me (=

so bad so naughty dont even think about other's feeling )=

this year , i have my PMR BIG BIG TEST O=

so i have to prepare for it . NERVOUS woooo ~

sometimes go out enjoy suddenly think about academic then i will no mood to enjoy .

think back my last year chaotic life ............

but i gain so many experience last year = )

and let me learn many things that let me know that how small is this world ..

Fineeeeeee , all is already passsssssssedddd (=

i have my new life (=

and i love my new life (=

i happy what i have now (=

especially the one that i love(=♥

就是因为爱情 =)

就是因为爱情 ， 我们受伤 。

就是因为爱情 ， 我们无助 。

就是因为爱情 ， 我们徘徊 。

就是因为爱情 ， 哭了无数次 。

可是就是因为爱情 ， 我们成长了 。

以我区区的经验 ， 就是因为爱情让我知道什么叫珍惜 。

珍惜这两个字真的是不好写 ， 不是说出口就能做到的事 。

以前 ， 我以为得到就是永远只有自己拥有不怕失去 。

最后 ， 美好的事物失去了 才闭着眼睛找回 。

可是 ， 我不会珍惜不珍惜我的人 。 因为不值得

也是因为爱情 ， 让我知道了我还不够成熟 。

我也只是外表上的成长 可是并不代表我成熟了 。

就是在吸取着经验 ， 让自己明白什么是对自己公平的事 。

爱情放得太多爱会带来伤害 ， 放得太少也会带来伤害 。

爱情真是令人伤脑筋 。

不碰又不行 :X

碰了又上瘾 :X

初恋最珍贵 ， 因为它让我感受爱情的爱 =P

慢慢就从初恋学习了如何爱人 。 :)

也因为爱情让我学会真正的原谅 (:

更会接受对方的缺点 (:

不要伤心 ， 我还在这里♥

Abby Jie , Dont sad le okay ma ? (':

i know you'll say that you no sad anymore .

but jie (: i know you de , you want to pretend that you strong .

but you're not (': i know behind your smile . thats sorrow :(

For Me , you're the perfect girl (:

strong girl ♥ but please dont gimme a fake smile :(

althought i know BROKE UP is not a happy things .

i know its hard to put down everything , especially MEMORIES .

but jie i already told you that the most painful things in the world is REGRET .

so Jie , you last time choose him . you should not be regret arh (:

make it as Precious experiences and memories♥

but .. actually im shocked to hear that news :(

and i have told you that dont sad for those who dont appreciate you♥

you no him , you still got me ! ^^ you still got your others friends and family ! ^^

and im here always ready for you (:♥

Dont think too much ,

and look to the bright side (:♥

there's something wonderfulout there (:

i wish that you know what i mean (:♥

still remember we always go DRINK last time ? :D our fun time (:♥

If you were last time , i sure bring you go out happy right now :O♥

Jie , cheer up♥ mei always here♥

For You ..

Word From The Bottom Of My Heart♥

Yeah , I know Im not perfect : )

but im really admired that you still can love me with you soul ( :

thanks for your true love ( :

and be sure , i hope our relationship can last forever ( :♥

actually , Im scare :') you know what im scaring ? :/

I scare give hurt once more (: because i not the first time having relationship (:

because everytime i love someone with heart and soul , all i get is hurt (':

and actually i've promised myself after my relationship last time , i wont serious in any relationship anymore .

but now , what you give me , what you tell me i make it as truth .

i try to trust and feel all the word you say (:

you give me many memories in this short 3++ months .

ans its made our relationship more better :) and never feel bored in this relationship (:

you teach me many things , you let me know what is LOVE .

you let me feel the hapiness that i never felt .

i found the key of my heart : P

as long as you by my side ,

heat of the sun , i do not feel hot .

heavy rain , i do not feel cold and fear . (:

i know sometimes you pretend you dont hungry and let me eat first . why ?

because you dont want me hungry :D xD ♥

and sometimes , you flighty . you will make a face to let me see . and that face make me want to pinch you :P because so cute ^^

so dear , We must hold each other's hands, to move forward .

AND I WANT TELL YOU THAT

because ♥

Cheer up My friend ! (:

babe xin wei :)♥

Dont sad le (': i know you hard to put down him (:

2 years ++ relationship sure hard to put down (:

but did you think before ?

If he dont let you go now , how you get your hapiness ?

we never know who waiting us (:

there's a lot of good guy that better than him out there (:

but all we need is patient , we need to wait , and sure we need to find (:

maybe its not the time (: if its already right time , your MR right will appear (:

please dont be upset (: let he see that you more happy without him ,

because he let you see that he can live without you .

and thats make you hurt :O

look to the bright side , and you'll learn many things (:

and accept the truth that you cannot change .

why you want to sad and waste you tears and time on a guy that dont care you at all ?

dont be silly , you're always in a unhappy circumstances .

and its not good for your health also .

dont care him le la (: wait a better one come along and accompany you (:

have a new day without him (:

be a strong girl girl♥

en ? ♥ (:

My strong and good girl babe (: ♥

appreciate♥

Im enjoying my holidays even abit bored :/

i having my holidays with my precious one ,

he accompany me , he made me happy : P

when i sad he will make funny faces to make me laugh : P

thats why i call him as my funny man : P

i still remember when i birthday ,

before 12am , he keep holding my phone to see the time ,

that time we were standing at The Bed's backdoor ,

when the time is over 12am , he kissed my forehead

and wished me happy birthday :D

so happy :P

he make my life hapiness but not blanked with sadness : P

i love him : P

thanks my babe abby too :P ♥♥

always pei me sot su :P

together high lagi if happy haha : P

everyday find me chat , one day no find each other jiu bu xi guan xD♥

she know many things of me , but she never broke her promised

to keep my secre♥ i love my jie :P

And this bendan lagi :P

my wenn pigg luii ♥

sha sha de luii luii , always sad suddenly happy : P

haha , bendan give hurt also dont know : (

still want always lie yourself : O

but my luii is got ai xin de lar : P

and and and this sorpo also :P

babe xin wei ♥

dont always blame yourself wrong ma : )

is you too love him ma : )

hehe , thanks ya accompany me till late night (:♥

and myself , too stress till want be piggy liao xD ♥

and my babe boy and me :P♥

love you all :P♥

你给的♥

假期过了一个星期 (:

那一个星期我好开心

因为能跟你好好相处♥

跟你在一起 真的很有安全感 很幸福♥

你教我烹饪 >< 教我煮好吃的食物 ><

我学到了很多东西 : P

我们一起在厨房 有笑 有怕

我怕的是怕热油 :P

所以一直跑来跑去

你帮我染头发 染的红红的

用报纸包我上身 包得像robot :P

哈哈 染完后你很喜欢

就有样学样

哈哈 可爱的爱人 :P♥

也很开心

每天早上醒来后 一睁开双眼

第一个看到的是你♥<

然后向对方说早安♥

想到那天

你去吃餐 我一个人跟他们

我很不习惯你不在我隔壁

很没有安全感 :( ♥

可是一听到 你吃完餐了

可以去载你了

我的心情顿时开朗 :P

因为又可以看到我的爱人扮鬼脸逗我笑了 :P

假期期间 能每天陪你放工也是我的幸福♥

陪你开工♥

陪你放工 ♥

虽然坐在你的店有时会有点闷

加上你有时候不乖

开弹弹唐来玩

可是我依然很开心

很开心能和我的老公一起♥

还有啊~

我们一起吃爱心早餐♥

意义午餐♥ :P

和幸福晚餐♥ :P

连续几天都是这样♥

多莫希望时间能停留在开心的时候

天黑的时候你一定会陪着我:)

就算你人不在

但是你的心却在♥

你不会丢下我一个人让我一个人害怕 (:

每次我躺在你的怀里的时候

我觉得我好像小孩子

一直贪被爱♥

你不要怕我离开你

因为我离不开♥

我的世界就是被你点缀:)♥

我的爱藏在你的背影里

像渺小却坚定的恒星♥

我很想把你对我说的每一句话

写成篇文章♥

当作是你的承诺♥ :)

因为就是你让我听见了爱情永恒的笑声 :)♥